for every ...

For every tick tock of the clock...
They are ticking steadily. Sometimes unheard. Sometimes weak. But they move still. And that tiny pointer loyally rounds the circle. Time to time.




For every color that splashes the days...
White in the sky. Blue ocean. Black dirt. Green leaves. Maroon wall in the outskirt of my house. Mom’s fuchsia shirt. Dad’s faded grey T-shirt. First brother’s orange shorts. Second brother’s yellow sarong. Purple blouse of mine. His faded black bagpack. Your brown eyes.




For every sound that goes along...
Favorite songs. Noisy traffic jam. Morning whistle. Lullaby. Adzan. Beautiful tilawah. Mom’s prays. Brother’s jokes. Bestfriends’ babblings. Bestfriends’ laughs. Babies’ cries. Our noisy banter. His call. Your unheard smile.




For every ‘i’ve been through this’...
And all those days that were taken.
And all those tears that makes me stronger.
All those laughs that makes me smile.
All those sincere gestures that make me trust.
That hopes are exist.




For every ‘i know how it feels like’...
And all those stories, told or just kept on papers. You would know when to open up and silence the mind. Know when to offer the shoulder for others. And know when to ask one when you need it the most.




For every glimpse of past that made me who i am right now...
I still remember the yellings. Sometimes it frightened me how it affects myself till now. Still carry the insecurities that has been planted in me long ago. I wish it would vanish. but i believe they exist for good reason. To make me change. To make me see greater details. To make me see you in different views.




For goals i’ve yet to achieve...
God supply time and chances here, there and everywhere. Sometimes that confidence was thrown out of grasp, and i begin to lose hope. But i know each has powers. Certain things may never be realized. But i wish i could always hold on to the right fingers. Your fingers.




For fabulous and amazing 23 years of life...
Rabb, i bow to my lowest state.. and could only whisper softly, sincerely, thank you.. thank you.. thank you.. and honest apologize.
Thank you.